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Sunday, October 31, 2004

Had a MAJOR shock last night. I was so freaked out I just broke down and cried on my bed... I really feel very tired, very tired. I'm not sure how much longer I can hold on. With nobody I can bare my heart to, I really don't know when I'm going to break down.

Mum wants to stop me from watching my Korean dramas. But she said she won't because it's impossible to do that now. These dramas are my ONLY source of output, where I can just release my emotions and indulge in fantasy for awhile. Where I can pretend to be living a fairytale life even if it ends tragically. Take that away from me and I don't know how I'm going to cope. Honestly.

Quote of the day: "Heaven...a place where there is neither sufferings, sadness nor separation... Now we climb the stairways to heaven one step by one step and when we ascend, we will live."
-Jing Suh, Stairway to Heaven

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 2:31 PM
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Saturday, October 30, 2004

SAINTsational fair. Wasn't as great & fun as I expected. But quite meaningful I suppose. Met Dick Lee and got his autograph. :) Other than that, was running the class stall... I hope we've made a lot of money? But probably cannot reach the $1000 mark. Last year, 1e2 only raised about $200... So, it'll be quite difficult.

Quote of the day: "It does not mean that she is blind, she is not Han Jing Suh. It does not mean that she is going to die, she is not Han Jing Suh. I love Han Jing Suh, and I want to marry her."
-Chengjun, Stairway to Heaven

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 10:55 PM
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Went to JB yesterday. Did not buy a lot of stuff, just some biscuits, doughnuts, notebooks and badges. Spent about 40RM. It was really fun!

I'm watching MVs and previews of Stairway to Heaven... And I'm just struck by the chemistry between the 2 young leads, the younger version of Chengjun and Jingsuh, played by Baek Sung Hyun and Park Sin Hye, 15 and 14. I've never seen this chemistry between young leads in korean dramas. I love this show!!!

Quote of the day: "If you love somebody, you're supposed to meet them. No matter how long the road is, in the end they always come back..." Chengjun, Stairway to heaven

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 4:56 PM
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Saturday, October 23, 2004

Finished watching stairway to heaven! And I intend to watch it all over again. And again. And again. Haha! It's really good. Currently stuck on this song : geu gut man eun by Jang Jung Woo, Stairway to heaven OST. So... This means my next layout will be Stairway to heaven. :P

Quote of the day: "It's because of love that we can lead a happy life." - Chengjun, Stairway to heaven

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 1:37 PM
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

So, watched 12 hours of non-stop Stairway to Heaven! The show is so good it left me glued to my seat. I even skipped going to watch "New Police Story"... It was worth it. I really enjoy the show a lot, eventhough the stepsister & stepmother is so evil! Yup, but the guys in the show are so sweet and romantic... And the couple is so well-matched!

And I do wonder how it feels like to lose someone twice. It must really hurt a lot. It already hurts so much losing someone once... So, I was blubbering like an idiot throughout the show. Every episode left me in tears. I can't wait to finish watching this show, eventhough I know the ending is a sad one... After all, something good can come out of something bad. Just like in glass shoes.

And yes, I do believe in true love. There is so much unhappiness in this world, so there must be more happiness. Go give someone a smile today! :)

Quote of the day: "That person may love her more than me, but I'm not saying that I love her less than him."
-Chengjun, Stairway to heaven

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 9:55 PM
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004

SUNDAY
After a night of card-shuffling, rule-breaking game of freecell, my maid and I slept in the guest room, which is usually vacant at night... The night air was so refreshing...

MONDAY & TUESDAY
Sometimes, when things go wrong, you search for something right... And there are times when you are weak and weary and just need someone to hold on to. I am thankful for my best friend who has always stood by my side whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on, a hope to hold on to, someone to vent my frustrations on, a listening ear, words of encouragement and support, motivation, love, care and concern, someone to share my joy... I thank god for giving me someone who bears the brunt of all my emotions. And I am blessed.

Quote of the day: "Bright daylight... The morning light illuminates me. And I'll forget about myself crying yesterday..."
- Bright Daylight by Hiro from SPEED

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 8:35 PM
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Friday, October 01, 2004

I feel more positive nowadays. Perhaps Glass Shoes taught me a lot about that. To just go for your dreams, to accept bad happenings as part of life and forgive. To let go of unhappy things and cherish the good memories. Life is too short to be spent on tears and sadness and depression. I want to be happy, to fulfill my dreams and to spend time with my loved ones. To me, that is truly happiness, truly living my life to the fullest.

And I am content.

Quote of the day: "Remembering a person once in a while is nice but overdo it and it becomes a burden."

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 8:10 PM
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