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Ohana means family. Family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten. I won't leave you behind or forget you. You have a special place. Here; in my heart. And, I love you Abang. I really do.
So, 2005 is coming to an end. Let's all take time to reflect upon the year.
Memorable moments
2005 was full of memorable moments for me.
Firstly; the M US$5 event. It was a proud moment to see SHCJ's hard work paying off; seeing the event being publicised in newspapers, magazines and even on Korean TV! It was nice. :)
Shortly after that, Shinhwa members started to get hurt and thus, Get Well Andy Project was started. 3 weeks of folding cranes later; they were off to Korea!
I enjoyed myself during these events because I got to meet fellow S'porean SHCJers. SG SHCJ gatherings were a success and I believe we all enjoyed ourselves very much! I look forward to more gatherings with you all!
SHCJ aside, I had my first sleepover on my birthday this year! And my 2nd. And my 3rd. :D
I also went to sing Karaoke at KBOX for the first time; again on my birthday. 2005 sure had a lot of firsts for me!
Of course, moments with loved ones are always memorable. :)
Accomplishments
The M event and Get Well Andy Project were definitely a success! :D I suppose; managing to move on to Sec 4 is an accomplishment too? Besides that, I've improved my Photoshop skills! Hm, I've also made the effort to spend time with loved ones and hopefully make them realise how much they mean to me.
Gains & Losses
2005 has been a pretty depressing year for me.
Early into the year, I lost my brother to a bike accident. Just one week before he passed away, my hamster, Brownie passed away. My maid said her death was a painful one and that made me cry. I just hope my brother didn't suffer so much before he passed away. It's really amazing how I managed to get through the whole year. But I keep going. People need me. I can't let them down. After all, once gone, forever gone.
While gaining new friends, I also lost some. They've changed so much that I no longer know them anymore. So it's goodbye then.
During the course of the year, I actually lost confidence in myself. I couldn't concentrate in class; I couldn't do my homework; my grades were slipping. At times, I'd tell myself to just give up. But, thanks to my friends and my Korean-entertainment obsession, I didn't. I'm going to study harder next year. Amylia; you can do it. To reach the top, I can't stop; Bump Bump BUMP! Aja aja FIGHTING! :D
Losses aside, I gained new friends and a new family member [my dear, dear Melody. :)]... I guess in a way, I am stronger, emotionally. Maybe it's because I had to take on new responsibilities [gains aren't always good].
Regrets
Losing the chance to hug my brother and tell him "I love you" is probably my biggest regret. I've never told him how much he meant to me... I really hate myself for spending so many years of my life with him quarelling and fighting. Just when we were getting chummy; BAM and he's gone. Just like that.
Also, I really regret not studying harder this year... I barely scraped through my exams. I must definitely work harder at my studies. I've really enjoyed my holidays too much so now it's payback time. I really need to do well in that Physics re-test.
Lessons learnt
This year's events have taught me a lot. The most important of all is to cherish loved ones because you really never know how much time you have with them. I also learnt to let go because I know my brother would have wanted that. I really want him to be proud of me. Also, I needed to be strong for those around me. Another thing I learnt about life is; you need to go through it anyway, why not go through it in the best way possible? No matter what happens, I must keep myself and those around me happy. Being positive is the only way to get through life because unhappy and terrible events will always happen. We just got to learn to move on.
Happy new year everyone. May 2006 be a good one for you. :)
Quote of the day
I'll love you, then your heart won't hurt.
Shin Bi, Wonderful Life
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Returning to my house, we popped a bottle of sparkling juice at 12MN and drank that whole bottle up in 20 minutes? Haha! We stayed up till 6am the next morning, watching Army Daze and He Is Cool! I feel bad that my family couldn't sleep due to the excessive noise we made that night. xD
Anyway, Jackie SE7ENed me so I must do this...
S E 7 E N Things that make me Smile =) :
1] Seeing Min Woo smile
2] Making others smile and laugh
3] Seeing my favourite celebs receive awards
4] Seeing how close Shinhwa members are
5] Receiving meaningful SMSes
6] Singing along to happy songs
7] Seeing friends smile when they receive presents from me
S E 7 E N Ways to Win my Heart (Right Now) :
1] Be Min Woo [xD]
2] Be kind, be very kind
3] Love Korean stuff as much as me!
4] Bake pretty cakes or whip up a delicious meal
5] Buy me Korean celebs merchandise!
6] Write me a handwritten; personal letter
7] Give me a hug!
S E 7 E N Things I Believe In :
1] True love will always return.
2] What goes around comes around.
3] You need to say goodbye the past to build a future.
4] What's meant to be will always find a way.
5] A friend is someone who carries your burden on his back.
6] You don't have to do well. What matters is that you try your best.
7] Sorrow when shared is half the grief but happiness when shared is double the joy!
S E 7 E N Things that are just BLAH :
1] Insects
2] Creepy-crawlies
3] Taiwanese boybands [Energy, 5566, F4...] & idol dramas
4] Anorexia
5] Drink-driving
6] Bad grades
7] Losing a loved one
S E 7 E N Things I Do Everyday :
1] Try to make someone smile
2] Chat with friends on MSN
3] Go on forums
4] Listen to music
5] Sing
6] Play around with Adobe Photoshop
7] Keep myself happy
S E 7 E N People I Want to See Right Now :
1] Min Woo [need you even ask? xD]
2] Melody
3] Liah
4] Mr Chan
5] Anglia
6] Adzlynn
7] Abang [yea, wishful thinking]
S E 7 E N People who should also do this :
1] Adlin
2] Anglia
3] Beth
4] Liah
5] Janet
6] Mango
7] Pang
Quote of the day
"I can't control your image from popping up in my mind though I erase everything in it."
DBSG : Always there
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As I was reading it I realised that the letter sounded like nothing but a fangirl defending her favourite star. It amused me because I'm on the reporter's side. I don't think highly of 5566 and I cannot understand why so many teenagers are obsessed over them. Of course everyone has different tastes so I can't blame them. And you can't blame me for not liking them too!
If only my brother was here... He'd surely laugh and go, "5566? Stupid jabronies lah..." Yes, I still miss him...
Quote of the day
"Don't ever hold in the words I love you."
Kim Jong Kook : To her man
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Spent the whole weekend at Wenyi's packing cranes into laundry bags for Andy. We actually colour-coordinated one but were unable to do so for the other 2 bags because we were rushing against time. Andy's going to be overwhelmed by 3 big boxes of cranes, letters and bears this Christmas!
Went shopping today for gifts and was told by my sis that I was a cheapskate. I'm hurt! I'm not cheap; I'm just broke. I had to stretch my money while still finding pretty gifts. It's tough. Anyway, I read January's issue of Teens and it featured the US$5 M event! Reading it made me feel happy and proud. Somehow.
Extracted from Teens :
"Have you ever heard of fans from US, South America, Italy, Australia, Singapore and more, banding together to support their idol? Well, Minwoo successfully united hundreds of fans from these countries, and more, with the "US$5 Project"......
...... Word of this project spread, and the total amount collected came to over US$3000This project caught the attention of Korean newspapers and websites, as well as of local korean fans, who were impressed at the dedication of their international counterparts. "
That's the power of Shinhwa for you! :D
Anyway, the year is coming to an end soon and I want to reflect upon the past year... Memorable moments, accomplishments, regrets, gains, losses, lessons learnt
I shall take the next few days to reflect and will post again either on December 30th or 31st. Till then, have a memorable Christmas everyone. :D
Quote of the day
"Whenever I look at a photo of you I am given strength. It feels like I can walk again."
Min Woo : un-touch-able
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Anyway, I collected my Min Woo and Hye Sung albums yesterday! And now that you've seen it, go grab one! Buy don't download!
And I received this poster from Good!Entertainment for going for the US$5 M event fanmeet!
This made my year!
And, the cranes we collected yesterday...
To date, Singapore alone has at least 10,000 cranes and counting... I contributed 660! Looks like, we shall be able to send some to Min Woo and Hye Sung! Oh, and now, we're folding 5000 stars for our comet [that's what Hye Sung means. xD]! I shall aim to contribute 600. Everyone hwaiting!
Oh and I never knew iPod could be connected to your car! I just found out. Wenny, your car is so gorgeous!
Hope everyone's enjoying the holidays! ^^
Quote of the day
"You go against the world and walk timidly. You were always like this... Those tears that were afraid to fall ruined you. Don't hold back any longer."
Min Woo : Fighter
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Anyway, yes, I am back from Malaysia. And all I can say is, the food was good. Other than that, there isn't much to talk about the trip. Unless I'm going to talk about some crush I had on this 16-year-old in my tour group. But I don't think I should. Haha.
So, to date, 3 Shinhwa members have been injured or fallen ill; Andy, Min Woo & Hye Sung. Andy with his back injury, Min Woo with his cracked elbow bone and now Hye Sung with stress-induced gastritis. Someone tell Shinhwa to take a break! The poor guys are working too hard!
Loving someone is tiring and it hurts. But it's good to love. I just hope you guys stop getting injured because it really breaks my heart. I love you, Shinhwa!
541 cranes and folding...
Quote of the day
"Whenever something difficult comes up in my life,
I've made it a habit to say to myself, 'at least it won't kill you.'"
Jin Hun, My Name is Kim Sam Soon
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