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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

I am in tears. Eric, the leader of Shinhwa was injured on the set of his drama, Wolf. He was being a hero, protecting his co-star from the stunt car who banged into them... I read the news a few days ago but as more and more updates came, my worry grew.

"With symptoms of slipped intervertebra disc in his waist and the possibility of tendon damage and bone fracture in his right ankle,luckily they have informed us that it is not as serious to receive surgery." [credits ShinhwaChangjo.net + orenji728 (translation), Good Entertainment (source)]

I really hope Eric oppa gets well soon. It hurts me so bad to hear of my favourite celebs getting injured, especially Shinhwa, since they keep getting injured lately. First Andy, who slipped and injured his back, then Min Woo, who injured his arm during dance practice, followed shortly by Hye Sung who had bad gastritis. Now, Eric. When are they going to learn not to work too hard and just take care?! Loving someone is so painful.

Anyway, I met up with Sarah and Wenyi last Saturday and had a nice lunch! I can't wait for the next SHCJ meet. ^^

And I just lost my last hamster. It has just disappeared...

I have a lot on my mind now, so I'm ending this entry.

Eric oppa, I really hope you get well soon. Shinhwa, please, please take care of yourselves. Your lovely fans, us Shinhwa Changjo-ers, are pained everytime we read about your injuries. We folded 20,000+ cranes for Andy. We really do not want to have to do that for all of you. We really want to do more for you but for now, we'll just keep praying for your quick recovery, Eric, and for the rest of Shinhwa to remain safe. I love you Shinhwa. And Chubby, I hope you come back...

Quote of the day
Why aren't you crying? If you keep all of your sadness bottled up inside, you'll hurt more. You should just cry. It's okay for you to cry.
You can cry when you're sad.
Jung Sook, Sweet 18

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 9:54 PM
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Friday, January 20, 2006

I have never felt this lousy since my brother's death. What gives them the right to make me feel so worthless, so ugly, so unwanted? What gives them the right to make me cry? Just what gives them the right?!

"I won't give up. I'm tougher than that!" That's what I told someone. But, am I really? Why did I allow them to see my tears? I should have kept them in till I got home. But I couldn't control it, I really couldn't.

I really can't take it anymore. I need support but I'm not getting any. Not from my teachers, not from my good friends, not even from my family. Home is where the heart is. I lost my home then. I have no idea where my heart is.

It hurts to know too much. It really does.

Quote of the day
So that I can burn all the past memories
and pain inside of me and forget
Fly To The Sky : Be With You

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 10:18 PM
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Sunday, January 15, 2006

So, SHCJ forums has just gone through a huge change. Well, I just hope we will be a big happy family! SHCJ hwaiting! ^^

Anyway, had a CCA fair on Friday. It was quite fun, I suppose. At least Media Club met the target! We did get 30 members to join! ^^ It's exciting. All my little juniors. -pets heads- Also Friday, I did something really unexpected. For the first time, I told 2 girls off for cutting my queue. I usually let them cut my queue but I must have been really hungry! I did feel a little guilty after that, when I'm full. But, but, there's no excuse for cutting a queue. It's unethical!

Well, I'm halfway through this Korean drama - Lovers in Paris and it is so good! I'm really enjoying it! So, catch it if you can! It won the Daesang [top award] for the SBS drama awards so, yes, go watch if you haven't. Besides that drama, watch My Name is Kim Sam Soon! That is another drama NOT to be missed. Both are funny K-dramas. I'm glad there are more funny K-dramas nowadays so I can recommend them to my friends who aren't into weepy shows. xD

And, that's the end of my entry!

Quote of the day
Whether you want it or not, you only have one life to live
If you don't forget that, you have no reason to be afraid
Jo Sung Mo : Do whatever you want

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 8:26 PM
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Friday, January 06, 2006

And when my alarm clock rings, it's time to get out from my comfy bed and off to school. Again. But hey, I'm happy that it's my last year! After this year, no more polka dots! It feels... Somewhat good. :)

So, the teachers... Hmm, my form teacher is this really lenient lady, so I'm happy. Haha. She's also my E-maths teacher. For history, we have.... MS HO!!! I'm seriously glad. After like 4 different teachers last year, I'm glad we're getting a permanent one, and a really good one at that! A maths, Chem and Physics teachers remain... And English is... Mrs Seet. Again... Sobs. I want Mr Low for Bio again! He was so fun...

School's been okay so far... Not feeling the stress. Yet. But that's going to change. It's going to be a pretty short year everyone. Buck up, have faith in yourself, allocate more time to your studies... We can all do this. :D Liah, don't give up, I'm confident of you doing well! Trust me on this, alright? :)

Anyway, my first post in the new year and... 6 new skins for my blog! -hugs skins- Have a good and meaningful year everyone. Please, please, take care. Stay healthy and happy! :D

Quote of the day
Even though people know they're going to die, they still live.
Hyun Bin, My Name is Kim Sam Soon

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 10:09 PM
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