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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

RIP Kim Min Soo. I hope you're in a much better place now. You were much too young to be taken away but God loves you more. Your voice lives on forever.

Maid's going home soon. I'm really sad. Of all times for this to happen. They couldn't have picked a worse time.

But. Lee Min Woo. I am going to see you soon. (: I missed you so much. It's impossible that this isn't love... the way I feel for you. Take care not to overwork yourself okay. (:

With all that's been happening around me, I decided to write some poetry again.

Blank Silence
What am I to do?
Waking up to find you
Gone. It's as if the wind took
You away. And left me with this
Cold
Silence which is too painful to listen to.

Eyes. Your eyes that used to
Sparkle but now I can't see them anymore.
Closed. How could they do this to you?
You still had so much more to
See. But you can see no more.

Like a paper boat that sinks,
My heart is paper.
Torn, crushed, all in just a blink
Of an eye.
I close my eyes.
And they open to find you gone.

I wish it was all a lie.

Quote of the day
Hope is a paper boat that sinks, isn't it sad?
Epik High - One

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 11:23 PM

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Was watching Andy on KBS Entertainment Weekly last night and I felt like crying when he was talking about how difficult it was for him being known as "the non-member in Shinhwa". Darn you people who made him feel so horrible about himself then. But look at you now Andy. Just look at you now. You've done a musical, hosting, acting, released a solo album, had a successful solo concert in China. That is enough to prove to the world that you are Shinhwa's Andy. And we are so proud of you, and so is your grandmother I'm sure. (: 6 - 1 = 0. And our maknae-yah, I'm sure you'll find love soon. HAHA. So what if you haven't had a girlfriend for 6 years. Those girls don't know what a gem you are. (:

Anyway, I GOT MY MINWOO CONCERT TICKETS!!! :D I'm so excited I can't think of anything else at the moment. :D Thank you Cheryl & Cheryl's Korean friend! :D Waaah ILUSM. I'll be in Korea for 13 days from May 30th till June 12th. Mum initially wanted to extend till June 13th. ._. But said she decided on 12th instead in case I wanted to celebrate my 18th with my friends. LOL. Ah mummy if only you knew... I'd much rather celebrate it in Korea with Minwoo. XD Sigh.

HA^3 are you free 13th June? D:

Quote of the day
Let me be a fool for you
I'm your precious gift, I'll risk my everything just to protect you
Lee Min Woo - Love is 2 beautiful words

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 6:24 AM

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Korea in 35 days! :D 36 days till I get to see Min Woo again! :D And hear his voice and see him dance on stage. OMG I'm so happy I can cry. HAHA. I so need to get the concert tickets like now now now! XD Really hope mum won't stop me from watching both nights... I'm more than willing to pay with my first paycheck from Cathay (which I haven't even touched by the way XD).

So, will be in Korea May 30th till June 10th. I'm flying off the evening of May 29th and reaching Incheon International Airport at about 5am! Waaah. So early. HAHA. Maybe shall use internet there for a while. XD

Apparently Shinhwa's having an encore concert June 21st & 22nd... called Shinhwa's soulmate concert. HAHA. That's devastating for me. To miss 2 ten-year anniversaries in 1 year. D: Well, whatever makes you guys happy. Just make sure I get loads of photos & performance videos okay. DVDs. And Min Woo, you are not to call some random fan your soulmate okay. HAHA. Nah, I'm kidding. XD I'll just close one eye to that. :P

Ahhh, fandom makes my day. :D

PS School's getting more bearable! XD Thankyou Wendy!~

Quote of the day
we promise to let you listen
to the story we haven't yet finished
Shinhwa - Story we haven't yet finished

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 9:43 PM

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

I re-read this recently and I just love it so posting it here. XD

Minwoo is well know for being super friendly, caring, genuine, goofy, and fun to be around among many other celebrities in the Korean Entertainment business and his fans. Known to respond to fan text messages nicely when they freakishly find out his phone number with things like "Omg, how did you get my number? Told you to stop stalking me. Hehe, I'll see you at my concert?" When asked why he's so good to his fans during an interview, he replied, "They're good to me. I feel like I have this unconditional love for them like they're my kids or seomthing. I think I'm goin to keep in touch with my fans even if I stop doing this. That is, with the ones who will still talk to me. Haha."

LEE MIN WOO YOU DORK. XD Why didn't you keep your old number so that I can call you? D; It's crazy but whenever I get too lonely, I'd be calling your old number. And hearing the dead tone makes me feel a little dead too. I really want to see you this year...

And... SHINHWA is forever. Boys, we believe you. It doesn't matter how long it takes, we believe you'll be back. And we'll be waiting to wave orange balloons and lightsticks then. I love you guys... All your tears, how I want to wipe them all away. I love how you love us. And I love how we love you too.

I personally like this quote from Nerie's LJ. "The fan heart is not just a simple hobby like you reporters think, but a culture, an affiliation." Nicely sums up how I feel. :D

Feeling nostalgic lately...

Quote of the day
"We know we're stronger together than we'd ever be apart."
Dong Wan; Shinhwa

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 9:38 PM

Friday, April 04, 2008

Mylia has totally overtaken Amylia. XD At this moment, I'm much much happier being Mylia than Amylia. :D It's not so much the 'online life' thing but more of the things I do as Mylia and the friends who know me as Mylia. HAHA. My lovely SHCJ girls, HA^3 (who have loads more nicknames for me...XD), my LJ friends... Can school get any worse?! I don't even dare to think about it. ._.

I've never hated school this much before. It's draining me. I reach at 6.10am every morning and my first thought is, "I can't wait to get home." Since when did school become such a torture? I want my HA^3 with me. I want my SHCJ family with me. Shinhwa, you're the one sustaining me now, did you know? I can't wait to see you guys get back on stage. I am waiting to wave orange balloons and lightsticks again. (:

Oh Shinhwa, you guys make me smile so much. :D And you guys make me miss hanging out with HA^3. ;_; MinSyung moments are love! My Minwoo dear, why are you as big a crybaby as me? HAHA. You're supposed to be the stronger one so that you can comfort me, remember? HAHA. Oh well, I guess crying together works too. XD

SHINHWA MUST GO ON. Yes boys we understand. :D

I'm so glad it's the weekend. I don't want to face school. T_T I wonder how much harder it'd be to be a private candidate...

Quote of the day
Thinking we could change the world with our small song
Shinhwa - The story we haven't ended yet

Amylia. is living the "M" style ! 11:07 PM